1. I did not ask to be called black.. I asked to be called blue.. flav wanted to call me black bc he said the dress i was wearing was bangin and it was black. I do not try to act black or wish i was black.. that has nothing to do with my name on the show..

2. I never hesitated when the twin asked me if i was white. i told her my mother is white and my father is hispanic.. they cut and edited it to look like that.. that hesitation response was to a completely different question they asked me about the new girls in the house.. they asked how i felt about them and if they were really there for flav.. i paused for a sec to think about it and answered that i didnt know them well enuff to speak on them.

3. when my ex came on the show he wasnt trying to make me look bad.. he was actually just joking and thought it would be funny.. neither him nor i thought ppl would take it that far.. we are actually good friends and laugh about it all the time.. he also went on to tell flav that i was actually a great girl and would make a great girlfriend but they didnt show that part. and yes i did drive by his house once bc i knew he was cheating and had lied about being home.. he was at another girls house. so no that does not make me a stalker.. you all know damn well that most girls and guys have done that before sometime in their life if they thought their partner was cheating.. that does not make me crazy!

4. ** far ** my family goes, my mother was gonna come.. she had a plane ticket booked but had to cancel bc of legal reasons.. i explained everything to flav off camera and in private and he completely understood.. honestly my personal family life is no ones concern but me and my family.. if flav thought it was suspicious he would have sent me home.. I dont have a large family and the only other ppl are my grandparents who are too elderly to get on a 6 hr plane ride and my younger sister who is in college and had midterm exams that week.. my father has never been in the picture.. I tried to get the producers to let someone bring my son out but they said no.. they were also gonna try and bring my closest friend but then decided against it.. so it wasnt like i didnt try to get someone out there.. you all have to remember this is a tv show.. and they only show certain scenes..

5. now the whole situation with seezins was that i did try and fight for my hour but she insisted that she was goin home ******* and that she felt she was only there bc of the drama with her and sincere for better ratings and that she knew she didnt have that connection with flav. she wanted that extra hour to kick it in france so i let her have not thinkin it would blow up in my face bc i knew flav really liked me and i wasnt worried.. but when it all came down to it, ya damn right i said somethin.. thats the man im tryna win so why would i let myself get eliminated over someone that didnt even feel she should be there. i never lied on her and have no reason to lie.. i have been in this house for a while now and have tried to stay out of the drama and keep to myself just concentrating on flav.. but when my position is being threatened by someone elses faults of course Im gonna stand up for myself ** would anyone else..

6. now ** far ** sincere goes, she gonna get whats comin to her.. she knew I wasnt tryna pry into her and flavs *******.. we all knew she had stayed with him so when i said somethin about it the next morning i said it ** a joke tryna be smart.. she however twisted my words to make it seem like i was being jealous.. typical sinceer trying to manipulate situations to better herself.. she wanna call me crazy?? lets not forget she is the one that said if flav dont pick her she gonna come in his house and cut off his testicles.. now that seems crazy to me.

SO basically i wanted to get this off my chest bc im tired of reading comments and blogs that ppl are writing when they have absolutely no idea of what really went on.. you think just bc you see one hour out of every 48 hours of footage that you know it all.. well you are sadly mistaken.. please remember that this is a tv show bf you go passing judgement on ppl.. NOW to all my fans that are showing love and support I really appreciate all of you! you are gems and you are what keeps me pushing on! thanks so much! Much love, Ya girl Candace "Black" Cabrera